December 2009
3 posts
Hello tumblr. i wish i was home on the computer. wow i never say that. right now i dont want to be where i am for numerous reasons. i tire of the same thing every night. but not the way most people do. my mom told me yesterday that she knows that deep down i want to start over somewhere. i wish i could, i can. i wish i would is the statement i need to ponder on. would i really start over? could i?...
morning.
it hurts when you lay next to me in bed and i know i can’t have you for some reason still unknown to me.
i left the room just now, i told you i couldnt sleep.
i was just tired of crying next to you and you doing nothing.
i miss you and i love you and i want to be with you.
its not fair.
we had everything. we are everything. you are my everything and i wish you could just see that.
im sorry
tumblr i havent been around. but i need you again.
writing will happen very soon.
update of three months, that i am completely unsure of.