Hello

Besides the last two posts, the last time I posted was almost a year and a half ago, the day I was traveling back from new york city. A lot has changed. I feel, especially now, a huge growth in myself as person. I knew it would change me. Not just the city, the experience I choose to take at that point in my life. It was vital, to everything that happened next. To truly see the before. I feel good. Even when understanding new things in this age of twenty two, knowing that time doesn’t stop and memories do fade and others you’d never thought to remember you do and they are so subconscious and nostalgic it hurts and you realize time really does keep going… I am okay. I feel more for my parents now. Seeing their lives and so much of there past I don’t know, and how they’ve already lived many more times than I. And how one day, my time and theirs will not cross anymore. Different parallels. I will carry on. It’s sad and happy though. Understanding life and being aware, of all aspects, sad happy old new challenging hurt past love dreams death souls anxiety commitment health bones dust words paths choice help. It’s a lot to know.