I am angry.

im so angry. cool. is all i want to say. i have no real friends, ones that would let me know where they are, when they leave my house and i rush home to be with them and they are gone.

especially one. that i am supposedly his best friend. and also his ex girlfriend.

the reason i havent been on here as much.

the one that told me he loved me and then BAM! its over.

how can that happen.

it happens just like this.

fuck it.

everyone go live their lives, I will live mine, no restrictions and a hard head and heart to go along with it since thats what you have to have in this world.

take it from me, i get everything. you can not fool me, im smarter then you in every way and you have no freakin’ clue.

but then, i know i know nothing. but nothing is something and that is enough to get me by.

everyone have a fabulous night, somewhere else.